Sunday, December 14, 2014


All left was Faith All left was to not to look back and keep walking. This time, Lord gave a son, a responsibility. I Believe this is all written. The Jodoh ends here without all doubts. 3 Things you cant change : JODOH, REZEKI & MAUT. Heavy chest but moving on FAST pace.

Saturday, December 6, 2014

Only Hope- Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake in the infinite cold But You sing to me over and over and over again So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray to be only Yours I pray to be only Yours I know now you're my only hope Sing to me the song of the stars Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours I pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope I give You my destiny I'm giving You all of me I want Your symphony Singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours I pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours I know now you're my only hope

Wednesday, December 3, 2014


I Miss you & still loves you.......

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Support the system

How's your life going ? Fabolous? err stress? take it easy there. Stop, and relax. Talk to Allah.Others, just talk to Your Jesus Christ, Pray to you God and look around.

Wait?..  Besides being an idle single or mother, leks bro isap rokok dulu. *Alert* gurau. While i am writing this, these Chevron's team (90 percent filipino) are trying to wrap up their work. Being positive and resilient, they are indeed working happily with their mind pondering around back home. (kampung-lah). Yet, their 3 shift job has yet meet the expectation. So korang ni Malaysian Hado??.. Asyik nak complaint Taik je. Please just support the system boleh? But pardon me, I was one previously whom indeed part of the "complaint taik".. 

So, how about you guys? Korang kerja Mon to Friday? Korang masuk KL jem sampai 2 jam. Chill. You guys working in government jangan nak eksen sangat, with the new KPI implemented by PM kita. The salary you guys earn indeed hard-ship mak-bapak kita-kita yang government. I am not talking of you guys, who are long born anak cronies. So shut up, because i aint complaining of what ever priviliges you earn since child.

OK, lemme talk. We would say that sometimes work are indeed rezeki Allah tapikan, elsewhere it wont come rolling sexily to you. All my life ni, i have always opted for Private sectors. I have sense phase of challenging hours. BUT! i was wrong again. Mungkin lah my Abah has served years in KCT (Klang Container Terminal) and bonus nye 6-7 bulan. They have the "Union", yakni nowadays for MNC companies, i bet we are not protected by them yet. Quepacs ada?.. *tutup mulut saya*..

I indeed regrets of not joining the Public Sectors from the beginning. With all the spoon-fed privileges, who wouldnt want it? But too bad, at age near to 35 next year, i just realize what i have miss. ( oh! i regret many, such as to put away Eizan from my life). Tak apa lagi, Tuhan bagi rezeki in banyak-banyak cara so i just want to say that to younger people, grab the oppurtunies and Tawakal pada Allah Taa'la heheh...

Oh Ye. I really wanted to comment about some media issues. I thought that you people would think (pertimbangkan) the same. Kes Amy Search (woi! aku minat woi!) who cursed his own Dotter. Religiously, He has changed and vision, Alhamdulillah. But when "Pu**mak" yang keluar dari mulut seorang bapa, quite not proper. When Nabila confessed, "Pa do not ruin my life again". I feel you kid!!... nak peluk bapak aku (pasal dia abah yang sungguh bertanggungjawab cuma sometimes cranky).. and i would like to give a hug to Nabila. Please forgive Him.

Dari segi psikologi, you mothers out there. Imagine being a child to a Rock Singer(Diva OK!). Heheh Kan ke confuse sikit tu. Nabila may acted like inappropriately towards the father, but look! who have changed Miss Nina? ( takde masalah ngan paternal pon).. Ada sesetengah manusia, just need some guidance and soft advice. Ada yang ikut advice pon, berlitup sakan dari kecik tapi time nak kahwin terbukak pulak. heheh macam-macam. Hate the act~! not the person... Go slow sista & bro!..

I am no one, but please people stop judging at the surface. Dig out all the chronology that support this act. Tapi kalau yang takde sivik tu, harus la kita condem hehe. Maybe Malaysian should be expossed to Psycology and empathy. Some should just bring this up to society, instead being temperamental in the name of God!.. 

Ha Kan aku dah membebel dah...


Saturday, February 1, 2014

Night Hike Bukit Puchong


Rase kalau this blog bernyawa, dia akan send suicidal letter ke aku. {Hehehe}..

Lately ni takde la ape-ape,except for

1. Yes aku ada gi main pool ( with husband permission)
2. Yes ada la naik sikit ke bukit Puchong ( Ya Allah Thanks SU!!!)

1. Main Pool?

Ahh, like those days cuma the appearance abit "merunsingkan hati".. as what i like was always the game.
Cuma beli mampu nak beli meja pool and letak kat rumah?... Hahahah macam orang-orang kaya.. The fact that, husband tak berapa minat to such activities, maybe i should avoid until i find true peace. Tapi (air lir meleleh)... lepas gian...

2.Bukit Puchong

I knew this place like 4 years back. Tak sangka ada bukit belakang tmpt aku tinggal kat Taman Wawasan. Then su la
ajak aku naik, i say HOYEs!.. cuma kami naik malam. Dengan takde warm up and all, percaya dengan diri aku ni.. so i met her infront of Colombia Hospital. Kami park in area that to me.. sangat la familiar. Cos aku duduk area Taman wawasan since.. like.. 2001? omg!..

So kami park, and up we go. Bapak gelap giler. Nobody around and we should have bring pepper spray. Incase. Tapi nama pon Bukit Puchong. Aku yang di telan zaman ni, start having aching kat muscle buntut ku. Everytime the trail start to peak macam kena mendongak sikit, i'll breathe hard. LOL. So now su sudah tewaskan ku. She is much fit & healtier and.. yeah adventure.. ( kan ke bagus gitu).. cuma dia suka running. So we hike. walk and talk. Ada jugak berenti. Aku tanya dah sampai ke, belom. Hahhaha... Jangan ckp sesat tengah2 malam dalam hutan and dont give up. ahhahaha pasal nobody aint gonna rescue. At last we finish the night walk at around 11 kot rasenye? mau la jugak sejam stengah masuk and stengah jam je keluar.. Pffffttt!!!...

End of day, I felt so happy, berpeluh bagai & sakit buntut! I wish some other friends would one day joined.. Farin ke? Farah skali..  speaking of that, i wonder where is Little Mages?...

Sharp 1150 aku ciou memandangkan long way to ride. Sementara Babah would have tell, still waiting for me. Biasa la.. isteri... cuma dapat hide out for few hours..

I look forward to do this again, maybe in a different place. I pray keselamatan kami terjaga... with our niat suci utk ber-riadah ni.. hehehehe walaupon malam.. hoho *awesome*!..

Lotsa Lurve!

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Hey Peeps, How are you guys/girlz doin? Me? Pointing at me? Not bad, life such a wonders lately. This pretty blog have been neglected by me since? since? Khaleefa came to my world (^_^)... 

Where have you been for vacation? What? You should have one! Kerja macam nak roboh tulang, you guys deserve a vacation. Haaaaa... i nak gossip about the vacation i had lah? As usual, not a SUPER DIVA but soul searching vacay which i say pays out every worries that i had in mind. 

Lately, i have been craving for a game outing. What game? Of kos Pool. Tak sesuai ke bertudung main pool? Takpe until i got the money to buy one.. *sigh*.. I make sure Khaleefa have the fizik's and talent to play one, so we both have some REAL GAMES to play.. and bonding la sampai tua :P 

 Looking forward to teach a junior, way to go girl!.. "Kak you pandai main pool ke?".. "Boleh la... dah 3 tahun tak main, ingat aku tak terror ke? *hehe*".. The kid *face palm*... 

 Ayuh, bergiat usaha, majulah sukan untuk negara! 

 Lotsa Lurve, Azlina

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Alo! Alo!!

Pergh this blog dah macam kena hijacked dengan penjaga kubur...

However (nak jugak speaking tu).. I am so attached with Khaleefa and house chores. Terbaru maid larik. We hv moved back to Puncak Alam ( dokek sikit dgn mak!.. Hahaha)..

Ahha.. Kami nanti nak g vacation. Ummi booked ths ticket pakai last year
Bonus tau!.. (Kopak.. Nanges tapi puashati).. Doakan babah would get some resources by end of ths month insyaAllah.. Ummi penat research pasal GOR.. Harap ada la rezki kami..

Khaleefa???? Baby kena stay ngan wawa ye......

Flashhhhh sikit pasport baru kami!.. Yiha!!..